man these next few days are going to kill me. videoshoot, wedding, wedding, photoshoot… then off to LA FOR FREEDOM!
It’s possible to become so comfortable with one’s style and structure that one ceases to grow.
Candice S. and Miranda Kerr
all i want. right now.
Joe Manganiello by Nino Muñoz for People Magazine
i will not be my father’s daughter
mom says i will struggle with trust issues/dad issues for eternity, and i should try my best to figure out a “cure” or the arguments and relationship troubles that result will continue to come. well. i don’t think there’s such a thing as a cure, i think it’s about finding someone that proves my subconscious wrong; that part of me that will always feel a sense of abandonment no matter how much i ignore it. that same part that grows insecure every time a pretty girl walks by my guy, the same part that thinks he can and will do better than me, that same part that went through his phone just to see who ‘she’ was… when in fact, there was no one, my biggest enemy was myself. just like my dad always said it would be; “the only thing in life to fear is fear itself, ya got that?”, “sure dad”. we (ian and i) have gotten past one of our biggest arguments…. and the past week has been delightful. full of stolen glances, love notes, shopping cart races, passionate love-making, honesty, and feelings of relief. perhaps my mom is right, maybe i will pull another stunt fueled by self-doubt and daddy issues in the future, but one thing i hold close is my hope that i won’t always be lost in love, that i will constantly be learning, loyal, and open to more and more love. i will trust and be trusted. i will not be my father’s daughter.
(via Sincerely, Kinsey)
Fall in love with someone who wants you, who waits for you. Who understands you even in the madness; someone who helps you, and guides you, someone who is your support, your hope. Fall in love with someone who talks with you after a fight. Fall in love with someone who misses you and wants to be with you. Do not fall in love only with a body or with a face; or with the idea of being in love.
Landscapes, 2014 | by Anthony Samaniego
the ugly cry
it seems like relationships have reached a certain standpoint when your guy sees your “ugly cry”. i never thought i had an ugly cry, but when you’ve had a little too much vodka and your boyfriend brings up “daddy issues” things just go to hell when it comes to dignity and self-control.